Art: Marie Dashkova

SONNET 4 (ENSCONCED)

The problem missing ashtrays, grudge the world

against this hesitate and halt, or sleep

a night right past, so thrust the heart, a bird–

the form is flutter, hold, is wait to leap.

And speaking grudges, money’s out, no eggs,

the phone’s gone dead, still hesitate and halt,

this shoving back and push a syntax leg on leg

between the puffs and ash and salt.

A sandwich, this and pickles, a face across

gone dark, a sound, a word, a stop can’t reach

through air like cheese and grasp electric moss–

that laughing Ariadne string and path.

Someplace without a line straight through to hold,

but curling, pausing, resting, water, smoke.


About the author: 

Working loosely in the experimental/ language/Black Mountain/ NY School traditions, Heidi A. Howell has published poems in online and print literary magazines, including s/word, Psychic Meatloaf, The Eastern Iowa Review, Otoliths, la fovea, What Light, So To Speak: A Feminist Journal of Language and Art, and the Washington Review, which nominated her work for a Pushcart. She holds an MFA from George Mason University, Fairfax, VA.

Art: Marie Dashkova

In the artist’s words:

My name is Marie Dashkova; I am 25, and I was born in Moscow, Russia. I currently live here. I started to be interested in photography at the age of 12 when I was studying photo-shop to create avatars and images for sites, so I decided to make selfies using old Sony video-camera that had photo options. I was inspired a lot; it became my hobby; now I could use not only images from the internet and photos by different artists, but I could also create something by myself.
Here you can find me: